SURGERY REPORT

I know it has been a min. But I haven't really had too much to say. I can still hardly believe all the changes that I have made in my life. Pre transition me would be so proud of now me! If I could talk to that me, they would have no hesitation about transitioning. But the journey has been scary and hard at times. In the past I have wondered what life would have been like if I were not trans. What if I could I just... be? Without the fear of my autonomy and rights being taken from me? Or the loss of loved ones who are scared, or dont understand. Would I have been spared of all those years, hating myself and wishing I could be someone else? I wonder if life would be easier if I didnt need to fight for acceptance and to be seen as me. To be able to know that I am exactly how my parents wanted me to be. I wonder how I would have grown up had I not run every thing I do through a filter to be sure I was acting how I was expected. Some say that being trans is a c...