Ben or Jen?

 I have never felt so content and at peace with myself.  It has been an extremely emotional and trying month. I could really use good energy and positive thought if you have any to spare. But it is not trans stuff troubling me. Just normal life stuff. That said, in the past, whenever I had any sort of emotional hardships it would always spiral into dysphoria. I used to say “all roads lead to dysphoria”. I don’t know if it is because I have breasts now, and my boobs are not attached to weather I am wearing a bra or not. Or if I have met trans girls who don’t pass that I find beautiful.. Or if it is all the mirror work I have been doing. But I hope this shift is my new reality.  Ally advice time! So I was at a subway getting dinner for work. There was a cis woman in front of me and a cis woman behind me in line. The employee was still helping the woman in front of me, but then said, "ill be with you in a min lady". It sounded weird, and I instantly felt clocked. (being cloc...