MY BODY IS NOT THE PROBLEM
I think Im turning into a bit of an introvert these days. When Im alone I feel feminine and authentic. I forget I was born a male. I am not being constantly stared at or judged. Im not comparing myself to other women and feeling inadequate, or second guessing how I am dressed. I am the happiest when I can just feel like me without feeling society's judgmental gaze. Even on my roughest days, if I can avoid people and mirrors I can survive better. I dont feel trapped in my body so much anymore with the hormones doing their magic. But now I am trapped in other peoples perceptions of my body. With my new developments Im starting to feel more and more that my body is not wrong, the way people talk about my body is wrong. The way people interact with my body is wrong. I am more than my body, but when some people talk to me it is daggers' to my heart. I was not born into the wrong body, I was born into a world that doesn't know what my body means. So I am changing it for others ...