FATHERS DAY...
Lets start with the good things, I am officially and legally JENNA NICOLE! perhaps now I don't need to deal with thinly veiled transphobia. You would be surprised how many people who use nick names would tell me they refuse to call me Jen just because it was not my "legal name". 😒 Guess they will need to think of another reason now, and perhaps even go inward a little when they realize the legality of my name does not make them want to use it any more than they did before. I also had a rare bout of dysphoria shortly after my last post. I felt like I would never look feminine and always be that awkward trans person (to be fair... duh... that is and always will be me). All my fears pre transition that held me back for decades came to the surface again. I think it may have been sparked by a dream i had where I was 3 years into transition. My hair was long, my voice was affirming, i had curves. I was passing and it was wonderful. I lost hope for that future. ...